It’s scary when a game gets more complicated than it should.
Sometimes, the pleasure is accompanied by pain.
And the pain is tinged with pleasure.
It’s time like this I don’t remember how to pull away when I should.
I give in when I shouldn’t.
I said I like you when I should not.
I see you though my heart is saying no.
Despite all these, I feel like I am breathing for the very first time.
The breathe of life.
The newness of a brand new year.
Sometime new, nice and good.
You can always smell it.
I can’t think straight anymore.
I am sleeping more than I should cos’ it brings me away from reality.
To live a life I can’t in real life.
At least, not as yet.