i’m loving the power of being connected.

i really really hate the way they work
really really
in fact, i hate them as much as i love you

sometimes we don’t really have a choice in life.

oh i’m blackberrified!
but i’m completely clueless and helpless!
soooo IT-challenged.

i think everyone has got geek complex.

at least i have it.

i’m woozy.

my world is spinning.

this is the power of 2 hours of sleep.

a ruler is used to measure length, not my love for you.

i know it sounds like a complete nightmare coming true.

the kitty lab tour is here in singapore.

be there or be square!

to love or to be loved?

i say to love. ♥

it’s surer.

i had sucha lovely and wonderful weekend. i miss having times like that when all of us can just breathe and hang loose. and i do not behave like someone who has an impending test with 8 killers chapters in less than 24 hours. urgh! woe is me. *mugging like crazy now!* this is such a beautiful place though we paid $3.21 for only 15mins of parking (!!!) cos’ two of our favourite people called to demand for our presence. the skatesman and i are making plans for next week! whoopedo!

p/s: i adore heavy downpour. i love driving on the roads with heavy downpour especially. it’s very therapeutic. i’m so glad that the rainy season is here.

life is full of intersecting events. have you ever wonder how life will turn out if we had done just one thing differently? our life probably would not have happened the way it did. so why did we make the decisions we make? how sure are we of the decisions that we have made?  it’s strange knowing that i have the power to do just one thing that will change the rest of my life . perhaps, it will change yours too.

***

Author’s Note: The following is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. Especially you Jenny Beckman. Bitch.

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Narrator: This is a story of boy meets girl. But you should know up front, this is not a love story.

***

Summer: I woke up one morning and I just knew.
Tom: Knew what?
Summer: What I was never sure of with you.

***

Tom: Paul, seriously…
Paul: Did you bang her?
Tom: No!
Paul: Blow job?
Tom: No!
Paul: Hand job?
Tom: No, Paul, no jobs. I’m still unemployed. We just kissed.

***

it’s like seeing my life unfolds before me and i’m not even exaggerating.

nobody taught me how to  get over a heartbreak.

somehow, we just learned and get over it.

but every heartache feels like a brand new heartache.

it cuts you like it’s the very first time, all over again.

the ages crept up and i think i have grown up.

i would think there will be no more heartaches.

so i’ll say, “gimme a ticket to vegas.“

and you’ll say, “let our fate be sealed.”

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oriole cafe and bar

It’s such a joy to unwind after a long and torturous week at work. Apparently, all of us had such a terrible week that the meet-up is pretty much the saving grace of the week. Only two of us turned up for dinner while the rest joined us close to 11 after they are done. I wonder if this is what growing up is about? All of us really wish that this is just transient. I can’t imagine if this gets any worse. On to happier things, we really love the risotto cos’ it’s so yummy. I wonder how two girls can chalk up that bill *horrors*. that’s just the prelude cos’ we ended up having a second round when the rest had theirs.

we are all stretched, sad and sappy but we promise each other that we’re gonna do something for halloween next week. time waits for no one. sometimes, we really gotta remind ourselves that we are only 25 and we only live once. here’s something completely random but oh so important! someone from the group is sorta seeing someone. i think that’s great. someone should really start breaking that curse.

seriously, is there even something call the greater good? somehow, i just don’t buy it.

yay! so it’s all set. despite the hectic work schedule , my mind is constantly somewhere else. i really need to utilise my break in a month’s time to keep my sanity in check. today, i have finalised my last vacation on the first week of jan next year. i can’t wait to go to that extremely stunning island. loves!

and cos’ i’m bubbling with so much excitement, i shipped some bikinis from Victoria Secrets immediately for the great getaway.

i can’t wait for this week to be over. i’m gonna go get a good manicure over the weekend and play all the mahjong i can in the world. okay, i wish i could throw a lot of booze and great partying in too but that’s just wishful thinking on my part. i only have 48 hours. i wish the year end will come really soon. i may be here but i am really not here. singapore – terengganu – singapore – macau – hongkong – singapore – bali – singapore. here i come.

help!!!

on some days, i feel like i have been driven up the wall. on other days, i feel strangely calm. i am just looking forward to december. i missed last december so much.  i’m not joking when i say i’d do anything to get it back. i’m hoping this year, i’d be able to squeeze two holidays in and be away for a large part of the month. i can’t wait for liberation. the price of air tics ought to start dropping in order for my getaway plan to come true. i seriously must have a huge karmic debt to pay. this is not funny.

p/s: ow. my dry lips hurt like a bitch.

this morning, i saw the most breathtaking sight. it is probably the most beautiful sunrise i have ever seen. it’s in the shades of lovely orange and it’s shrouded by the morning mist. i wish i had brought my LX3 with me.

i have been waiting for this day all week. not so much cos’ i could party the weekend away but rather i would have time to myself for clearing all my outstanding work. i can’t bear to think about the piling work waiting for me. i started off with a fabulous morning cos’ of an angel. being sent to work is a blessing when my work location is situated nowhere near to civilization. meanwhile, it’s back to work and i’m already counting down to the hari raya dinner tonight. yay to hanging out at the easties’ pad later.